Cool and cloudy
over soft earth
and all these
new beauties
in summer
bloom
How do you let go?
How do you spend every last wish
waiting your turn?
When he finally called -
his voice breaking the silence from beyond -
was it gentle?
indulgent?
urgent?
I only ask because I heard you
say a little sharply -
What? What Dad?
Like a child answering a call home late to dinner,
bluffing.
Did he answer you with words?
Or in the tired, hopeful hush of your last
breath?
For you
these spring violets
bloom
along the path
this last day of April,
day of remembrance.
What I know now is this -
you lived long enough to find me
you lived long enough to love.